haruskah menyerah??

lelah menghadapi semua ini..ketika sebuah kepercayaan di khianati..

sentimentil banget sih gw akhir2 ini..tapi jujur, beneran gw dah ngga kuat..

gw punya firasat yg hampir selalu benar, firasat gw bilang kalo dia udah ngebohongin gw...dia yg udah gw percaya 100%, mengkhianati gw...sakit..bener2 sakit...

gw diem, bukan karena gw terima..gw diem supaya ngga ada keributan...

ini bukan kali pertama, ini udah yg kedua kali dia melakukan hal yg sama...gw harus gimana??apakah gw harus menyerah dan mengakhiri ini semua??

gw ngga cuma sayang dia seorang...gw udah terlanjur sayang sama semua keluarganya...itu salah satu yg ngeberatin gw...apalagi buah hati gw....

so, what should i do??do i have to end this and let her go??or, should i be more patient and talk to her??

she loves me, she loves me not...

huff...

my love, i dont know what i have to do to show you that i love you...i love you more than anything on earth...

your are now so different, youre now like a stranger...youre not the same girl that i used to love...

i know a was a bad person to you...i did bad things to you..but please, forgive me...i've changed now...i', trying to be a great man...just for you...

you said that your love for me has been dead...you cant love me anymore..even how much hard you try...

but my love, i will try as hard as i can to make you love me again...just dont lose the faith in me...i will be the man who take you to the happiness...i'm trying as hard as i can...

my love...i promise...i wont let you cry anymore...i wont hurt you anymore...coz my love is just for you..